Goals!

Believe it or not... I'm alive!

I've been avoiding blogging. I've been doing something new. Not completely new to me. However, I've been self reflecting. As easy as that might sound, it can be more difficult than anticipated.

So I have decided upon self reflection that I need some new goals:

1) be more healthy

everyone should be healthy to an extent. This increases our life, decreases some diseases, etc. My family has a huge history of cancer, high blood pressure, thyroid problems, diabetes..etc. I went for some blood work to ensure everything is fine, no call backs.. so that's a good sign right?

I eat a bit better, I wont lie I treat myself once in a while which is well needed of course. I exercise a bit more too, even started back at the gym.

2) keep your eye on the prize!

This is my favorite goal. So what prize am I aiming for? I want to fulfill my every wish and desire. I want to use the potential I have and put it into a passion of mine. To not hide around the bush I want to find an amazing job so I can broaden my horizons. Interview after interview, job application after job application is my life these days. But that is going to change soon, because I am convinced that the only reason rejections have occurred in my life thus far is because i'm not ready for it yet and i have a new challenge coming my way. Faith in God and in myself has helped me see this.

3) family first.

Family is important. you are only given one family, so you need to appreciate them. <3

As everyone has known since last november, my world has continued to crumble when it comes to the health of my mother. Needless to say, things are improving and I only pray she is on the road to recovery. September 27, is when goes in for surgery #3 since November. I know she will have an extra special angel watching over her (my nan) oh how blessed we are to have someone watching over us such as her own mother <3 I know everything will work out, as it always does.. with time.

4) My needs and wants come first before any relationship.

this is self explanatory, I think.

5) change my look. Don't be the same Jenn Carroll people remember but be a new Jenn Carroll people will come to love even more.

Most people know I have a new hair style :) short hair, is a completely new change for me.

The list will continue to grow...

"Throughout my life: I've loved, I've lied, I've hurt, I've lost, I've missed, I've trusted, I've made mistakes, but most of all, I've Learned"