What's next?

So they say bad things happen in 3's?

I hope it's only in three's. I think my bad luck is done. My mom has overcome all complications thus far, I pray to God she on the road to recovery. I lost my Nan, but she's in a good place now.  And, I didn't get into Social Work this year. How much more can I take? I'm not quite sure.

Ever have a plan and have to change those plans? Well I have to. I've been researching job prospects for next year and this summer. Been applying to many jobs. Maybe I will hear from John Howard society or the Transition house back home. Hopefully!

Reflecting back, I know I gave my social work interview and social test my all. I had so much going on and I still applied with good spirits, no one can ever ask me to do much more than that. The weird fact of this all is I haven't been down in the dumps about being rejected. I think deep down I am convinced that everything happens for a reason and that maybe I need to spend some more time at home. I can't say it's been an easy year away from home that is for sure. They always say your grad year is the best. In my situation, not so much. Possible upgrading at the college to help my GPA could be in order, some more volunteer work could be in order, or perhaps more experience in a field that will help me grow my resume. There are many possibilities. I just wish I knew what road I wanted to take and where I wanted to go. I guess home is where I'll start and where I end up, I have no idea.

Needless to say I don't know what's next..technically. However I like that feeling. It's not as scary as one might think.

actually i lied because Graduation is next. Oh what a nice achievement that is going to be! :)